I want to know that I have been to the extreme!

Chelsea. 23. Scotland.
Carpe diem

Watching a documentary about suicide…and there are no tears. Their families, their friends, their colleagues…not one tear.

So the thing holding me back apparently isn’t even the case…

And the things pushing me are pushing me further

I’m trying but I’m failing :(

I don’t know how I feel anymore. It’s so frustrating not being able to explain or understand it myself, never mind explain to others! I don’t know how else to explain it other than numb. I don’t think I could go through with it but if I died, I wouldn’t care :(


i love physical touch.  like not even kissing and stuff just like.  sitting next to each other with our arms touching or our legs overlapping or walking next to each other with our arms brushing i love knowing im real i love existing with people i love it

(via rh0nad)

I think I’m jealous

Girls are the fucking worst! One of my good ‘straight’, very unemotional friends is on the verge of a mental breakdown right now because one of my other good ‘straight’ friends has been fucking with her head and she now thinks that my first friend and I are just playing some big prank on her :( why do people think I’m like this!? I’d never ever do that to someone! I don’t want anyone to have to feel even a fraction of the pain I do! I just want to make everyone smile